im only good at being young
kevin | 18 | so cali live in australia with my beagle named charlie brown.
i make movies for a living, drive a black jetta, and travel aimlessly around the world.
People always think that when you sleep together, there’s always something that is happening in between the sheets and the bed. But let me tell you, It’s not always like that. The feeling of actually hugging each other until you fall asleep, the warmth of each other’s breath, and the total happiness in the morning when you wake up right beside them. Everything may sound so good to be true, but sometimes it takes a lot of responsibility and love to be able to be as wholesome as possible. Sleeping with your special someone is one of the most heartwarming experiences you’ll ever have. No nothing, simply hugging and smiling yourself to sleep.
couple more nights
sure why not
still up waiting for my clothes to dry cause someone decided to stop the drying machine i was using. cant wait to get my own place. anyways, ive sorta forgot about tumblr (again) and i haven’t written anything in a while, so why not. i found an app the other day and i have about 530 somedays left in okinawa and 113 days left til my birthday. okinawa has been treating me well, work isnt hard at all and it got me an EP, so that’s a plus, but it’s making me lean a lot towards leaving the navy after my contracts up. and dont know why i always contemplate about this. either im in or out right? sounds simple, but not really. im sure ill write about this again down the road. jaldjmdal;kjfsdf. so im gna be 20 in a couple months. i still feel like a kid. i still look like a kid. am i still a kid? either way im legal in japan! wooooooooo! now on to random thoughts. saw hines color is tattoo, i feel like i want one before i leave the island. we’ll see. i cant believe my cousins are fighting. i wish i was there so i could do something about it. gna see a skyline i might buy tmrw, we’ll how that goes and hopefully take the test for my license this week. i miss falken and i guess sahara, but falken more haha. i miss my family. is it weird i dont keep in contact with my brother? i miss california weather. and hey i got a letter from california to pay taxes. thanks california. and of course i miss victoria. im blessed to have someone like her in my life. cant wait to hold her again and kiss her big lips. she’s so busy with school and everything, i doubt i’d still be able to see her a lot even if i lived in califorina. (right victoria? haha i know you’ll read this sooner or later) but just seeing her face and talking to her always makes me look forward to tomorrow so i can do it all over again. just cant wait for the day till i could be right next to her. i think ive written enough now. my laundry should be done now. goodnight tumblr. see you in a couple months.
it’s crazy how life connects you with people. people you don’t even know sometimes. a couple days ago, a young woman from san diego passed away. I first read about it on my cousin’s facebook post. i was saddened at first but like every post I moved onto the next one and didn’t really think nothing much of it after that. a couple hours later, I’m talking to victoria and she tells me of a girl that passed away from san diego. before she said her name, I already knew who she wad talking about. turns out victoria’s friend wad friends with the girl that passed away. this interested me more about her and I looked her up. she was very popular through tumblr, and was very beautiful from the pictures I saw. I could only imagine what the family’s going through. I wouldn’t know what’d I do if I lost someone like that. another hour later, I’m in the car on the way to basketball practice. my friend tells me of a master chief (who works in the same hospital I do) who’s daughter passed away from san diego.
I guess this is why I’m up again tonight. I guess god was trying to hint me to this young woman and tell me that life is short. that I shouldn’t take everything for granted, and be glad with everything I have. that I should live life to the fullest and take everyday as a blessing because tomorrow is never promised.
rest in paradise junethea crystal centeno
